First on the agenda is losing weight. Seems like this is on everyone's agenda. I have been relatively successful so far with weight watchers. But you see, I have this weigh in tomorrow. And I had a rough week. And I wasn't prepared. And I had an (ahem) visitor. So what's a girl to do? I want very, very much to skip my meeting tomorrow.
But that's how I got here in the first place. By skipping tomorrow. By not dealing with my own reality, feelings, etc., head on. So, bring it on scale. I'm not backing down and I'm not going away. In fact...I'm giving it a year.
My leader is fantabulous and shared with me a secret about WW. I admitted a few weeks ago that I am in the program because I am fat and I don't know how to lose the weight. I am successful at so many things, but have never been successful at this. Great job, great family, great house, you get it. I told her I was in for a year, no matter what and I needed to trust the process.
Her reply? We get it and we know what we are doing. Trust it.
So I am. Stay tuned for the results tomorrow (good, bad or just plain ugly...!)
